I’ve finally dusted off my art supplies and started a new project after many weeks away. I haven’t felt much drive creatively and my spoons have been quite low so I sleep more than I probably should. This time of year is never friendly to me and being unemployed has meant I’m back in that precarious financial state again. I have to hope that I’m not staring down another hospitalization.
This latest artistic endeavor was inspired by another piece I did several years ago. I’m quite proud of the original and haven’t listed it anywhere because I hate to part with it. It took quite a bit of planning and intricate cutting and I’m thrilled to pieces with how it came out.
I decided to pull out the phrase “love yourself from head to toe” and make that a piece by itself. I like the sentiment and it’s something I’ve been trying to instill in myself for many years. My current medication regime has the nasty side effect of weight gain and the lack of spoons means exercise is not possible on most days so I don’t have the greatest body image at present. But it’s a process and I’m just putting one foot in front of the other.
I like the color scheme I’m going with – soft turquoises and lavenders. I’m not sure what the background will look like yet. Since the lettering papers are quite busy, I think it should be more on the simple side. I always run into problems when I try to mix too many funky designs together. My goal is to finish the cutting today and then work on assembling it later this week. I don’t want this to be a half-finished project that ends up getting thrown away so I need to keep up the momentum.
A few weeks ago, on a whim, my partner and I visited the local animal shelter to look for a furry friend to bring home. There was one beautiful cat in particular we were looking at, but she turned out to have a bit more attitude than we were ready for. Her neighbor, however, was delightfully friendly and very curious, especially when treats were involved. After visiting her a few more times, we decided to take the plunge and get our first animal together.
She’s wonderfully playful and very vocal, meowing loudly when it approaches her feeding time. Occasionally, she’ll nip when she’s done being pet and you best avoid touching her belly. It’s been an adjustment getting used to her personality, which is vastly different from the cats in my past or my partner’s, but we still love her dearly.
According to the shelter, she’s an only child, though her surrender paperwork indicates that she’s fine around dogs. I want to have multiple cats eventually, but for now it’s just this fat little gray girl! She enjoys going out on the balcony and watching the birds swoop and dive around the courtyard below and she makes the cutest chirps while doing so.
We’re looking forward to many more years of fun antics and comforting snuggles!
It’s been many months since I’ve jotted down ideas and shared art photos here, mainly because I’ve been working diligently on finding a Real Job. In early August, I was hired by a membership organization that caters to homeowners associations and management company.
It’s been a struggle getting back into the daily grind, working 8-8.5-hour days and I’m hoping to work out a modified schedule to ease myself back into the workforce. I want to succeed at this job, I know I’m capable enough to handle the responsibilities of the position, but I’m having trouble fitting in with the 50+ employees, especially coming from organizations that were much smaller.
In addition to getting used to a new office environment, I’m having to contend with a much more compartmentalized set-up where certain tasks are handled by certain staff and keeping track of people’s availability to conduct business is cumbersome. I’m used to handling requests and inquiries from start to finish, whether it involves taking down and processing credit card payments or registering a member for an event. All in all, I’m feeling like it’s just not a good fit for me so I’m back to the search.
In my dream world, I would love to try and make more money off my Etsy listings and see how to grow Pockets McGee’s Workshop as a business. I don’t even know where to get started with something like that, but it’s worth looking into. But what I really need to get started on is creating more art and getting out all this excess energy and anxiety out in a creative endeavor. If only time and energy and motivation all lined up to make that happen.
After a lull in the Workshop due to the depression I previously mentioned, and the lack of space I’ve always complained about, I finally got back in the saddle and pulled out my x-acto knife today.
I’m still enamored with the solidarity fist, but decided to change up the symbolism from trans and lesbian to just women – ALL women. I made a tiny error in the word “solidarity”, which of course seems huge to me, so I doubt I’ll mount and frame this one. I think I take a second stab at it with a new blade and better light.
Definitely a splurge purchase getting tickets to his “Force Majeure” tour in DC, but something super exciting to get me through the month of April. He’s been a favorite comedian of mine for years and it’s a dream come true to get to see him live. Something I’ve come to learn that’s important for me is to have these types of fun adventures on the schedule so I always have things to look forward to. Just like the classes I took at the Workhouse Arts Center, seeing Eddie Izzard from the balcony of the Warner Theatre will be a wonderful experience that I look back on and cherish.
I may not always have something new or interesting to share, but somehow i have managed to crank out 100 posts since this here blog was created a few years ago! May not be much to some folks, but it’s a nice milestone to reach for me. And I could use something to celebrate right about now, no matter how small.
Lately, I find myself doing less and less of my usual creative arts and instead have thrown myself into learning HTML and CSS. With a combination of fantastic SkillShare classes and the tutorials available at Codecademy, I’ve stuffed my brain to the gills with all manner of code. I’ve created mock webpages and a resume site. tinkering with a line here or there to create something new. So in a way, I suppose it is still an artistic endeavor, just more of a non-traditional one. I plan to take some classes at the local community college to get a certificate in web design – I just might find myself doing this as a career!
I had my two glass-working classes at the Workhouse Arts Center yesterday and they were both a blast. I learned not to fear the flame and how to be patient working with glasses of varying melting temperatures. I have a handful of glass leaves to show for my efforts (and a few minor burns!). I doubt I’ll be doing much more with those skills, but it was still enjoyable to learn them. As finances will allow, I plan to take more workshops at the Center, possibly stained glass and ceramics.
Despite the coding endeavors and glass lessons, life has been a bit gray and bleak for me. I try to keep my head up and treat myself with compassion in all that I do. But it’s difficult to contend with half a lifetime’s worth of negativity and erroneous messages; they form the tape of self-doubt that plays on loop when I’m feeling weak and vulnerable. I spend time cuddling with the cat or taking a long hot bath, finding ways to give myself small breaks and distractions. I have to believe that giving myself more opportunities to learn and grow (like the web design classes and WAC workshops) will help solidify my self-confidence. We shall see.
As March begins winding down, I have a very exciting opportunity coming up. On the 30th, I’m going to head down to a great little gem in Lorton, VA called the Workhouse Arts Center.
I highly recommend reading more about the history of the location, but the short version is that it used to be a prison and workhouse of the District of Columbia. The buildings have been restored and they are now studios that you can visit and tour. You get to interact directly with the artisans and get a feel for their process, not just their product
As part of the educational nature of the place, they offer a whole host of classes and workshops and I was lucky enough to snag a seat at the flameworking and borosilicate classes. These are skills I’ve always wanted to learn and I’m thrilled at the chance to learn them in such a unique environment.
My partner and I have made several visits and checked out several of the studios. She bought a beautiful ceramic chalice and spice container, which are wonderfully made and reasonably priced. As the weather improves, I know we will be visiting the place frequently! If you’re in the area, I highly recommend checking it out.
Over the weekend, my partner and I decided to head down to the National Zoo on one of the coldest days this winter. It was a lot of walking, but worth the effort to get all the way down to the toasty warm Amazonia exhibit. I brought my camera but only snapped a handful of shots, mostly of the elephants.
If you’re in the DC area, I highly recommend checking out the Zoo. We bypassed the Panda House, but there’s a little baby panda there now that I was sad to miss. I probably wouldn’t do it again, or else I’d wear a third layer of clothes and gloves with fingers!
A few weeks ago, I spent some time with close friends, sitting around talking and drinking while we all painted our nails. It was such a fun experience, sharing polishes and stamping plates, showing people how to use them, and generally enjoying the company. I hope we have many more opportunities to be together like this and have a great time with beautiful colorful nails to show for it in the end!
My nails are still super short, but these kinds of parties make me want to grow them out much longer. I didn’t snap a photo of my own nails, but that night I painted them my favorite bright lime green color. I stamped the white skull you can faintly see on Stephanie’s thumb in the last photo. Bringing all that equipment out of storage makes me want to go on a stamping frenzy. Just might have to have regular nail posts again in 2014!